It has been a rough day with a missing soul in the home. Everyone left in the house is hurting emotionally. But at least Toto is not hurting physically, at the end he had diabetes, was bumping in to things and decline was speeding up.
The house is quiet, I was glad that my wife called in sick because it helped with the loneliness I was feeling.
Then my youngest son, still hurting himself, went to work because he needed the distraction. He also headed back to school after work.
I take solace that my wife has the next two days off, and when the weekend arrives my son will be back.
I myself tried to engage with work. But the pain is distracting, not just my own but my family.
We did make it through, and there is support, Monday when I am truly alone at home may be the worst. I am probably going to go in to the office.
An interesting note regarding my weight, I intentionally did not post yesterday to honor Toto. But I did weigh in at 322.4, last time I was that low was in late 2022 which is outside the current database. I marked yesterday as a milestone not for the weight though, but for my dog. I am leaving that milestone for him.
Cracking 320 before end of month is achievable, which makes cracking 310 before end of year achievable as well. That makes it possible to be running by March. Last time I was under 300 was when we went to the Philippines.
Today my weight went up a bit though, and it is actually a good thing. This super rapid weight loss is bad.
Weight: 322.6