Unfortunately, I had to get back on ambien, because my sleep cycles are bad. I keep thinking of my friend, the house is unreal without him.
I found a new way to cope though, planning out some goals. I told me son, by May, if I can be under 270 and he is able to run, we should train for the Seattle Half Marathon.
We will see how that goes. We did have a family gettogether and was able to be in each other’s company.
Weight: 324.0