Gonna take some getting used to typing 2011 2012.
Usually, I feel a sense of a fresh start at this time of the year. Not so much this year.
Not sure why, but I don’t feel the promise 2011 held. Maybe because 2010 was SUCH a bad year a mediocre 2011 seemed stellar. But I did travel, I did run several races. I accomplished a LOT.
I feel 2012 has no plan, very little hope. Kind of like the last 1/2 marathon only thing with less of a plan.
I can say right now Jan 1st 2012, I feel no spark, no hope.
I don’t know what will drive me this year.
I did go for a run today, 1 lap + 1 walk. I didn’t feel the energy like I did yesterday, could be because I just watched the Seahawk’s lose in overtime.
What I need is time for reflection. Running does that for me. Then when I get home, I can plan.
Kids start school tomorrow, I got work the day after. Leaves a window for me to think.
Weight: 271.8